why am i still single????? is it because i am not looking? or am i still immature to even consider in having a relationship? you know what, i really don't have an answer to all my questions. can someone help me.
it's not like i am complaining or anything (well, maybe i am), but i am already 21 and i am still single. i am kinda thinking at the moment that this is my destiny. or that i will be like my 3 aunts, OLD MAIDS. and that thought is not comforting at all. i actually want to have a family. i want to have a husband that i love and loves me back. kids that looks adorable and i love very dearly. i definitely don't want to be an old maid.
some told me that i am still young. that there is still a lot of time for me to find someone special. but i kinda feel that if i don't find someone now, i am never gonna find anyone at all. recently, this has been in my mind and i don't like it one bit. is God still preparing the best guy for me? i centainly hope so.
people might think i am lame, with this topic in mind. it's just that i am not getting any younger and i feel like i have been deprived with this magical thing called love, long enough for me to think that there might be something wrong with me. oh, i don't know. only time could tell but i am still hoping and praying that i will find the right guy for me.
i am so lame. sheesh. till next time of my whinings. see yah
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