ncm 205

what can i say. ncm 205 is draining me of everything i have. first, i am constantly on the move due to our primary nursing/elective duty which is purely based in malaybalay. so, i am 4 or 5 days out. i am more like a boarder in my own home. and when i am home, i am filled with demanding subject that needs constant concentration. guided review is a subject that must not be disregarded and the lecture is equally demamding due to demanding c.i.s. i don't know, nursing right now is really draining me. i hardly go out and just have fun. let alone, sleep with decent hours. i am always thinking of requirements and exam and quizzes.

when is this all gonna end? well, thank God its almost OCTOBER. i can't wait. finally, i am gonna finish nursing. it will truly be a blessing when i wear my toga and finally receive my diploma. the first thing i'm gonna do when i graduate, is to have a long vacation. i can't wait.

summer spent in class

yep, the supposedly best summer of my life. all my planning about just doing nothing, waking up late and just be a slob. is all gone down the drain. why? well i'll tell you why, an F happened.

my ncm 204 subject decided to fail me and here i am. wasting away my long awaited summer vacation in classrooms with terror professors and still unsure if i will pass this time. i hate this.

i know, it is my fault because i didn't study harder. i was more keen on going out with friends, and watching television than opening my medical-surgical book. i was absent most of the time. but, ofcourse, neglect would mean a failure in nursing and that i learned the hard way.

while, i am spending my time in classrooms, i just can't help thinking of what my friends are doing right now. where they are spending their summer. how they are spending it.

hmmhmmhmm... arrrghh....

NBSB for 21 years. HELP!!!

why am i still single????? is it because i am not looking? or am i still immature to even consider in having a relationship? you know what, i really don't have an answer to all my questions. can someone help me.

it's not like i am complaining or anything (well, maybe i am), but i am already 21 and i am still single. i am kinda thinking at the moment that this is my destiny. or that i will be like my 3 aunts, OLD MAIDS. and that thought is not comforting at all. i actually want to have a family. i want to have a husband that i love and loves me back. kids that looks adorable and i love very dearly. i definitely don't want to be an old maid.

some told me that i am still young. that there is still a lot of time for me to find someone special. but i kinda feel that if i don't find someone now, i am never gonna find anyone at all. recently, this has been in my mind and i don't like it one bit. is God still preparing the best guy for me? i centainly hope so.

people might think i am lame, with this topic in mind. it's just that i am not getting any younger and i feel like i have been deprived with this magical thing called love, long enough for me to think that there might be something wrong with me. oh, i don't know. only time could tell but i am still hoping and praying that i will find the right guy for me.

i am so lame. sheesh. till next time of my whinings. see yah